I had the best time this weekend. Well it started off as you know with a quick phone call with Neal, but whatever it wasn’t that bad and […]

I left my cell phone at home yesterday (a rarity) and when I got home he called. So I called him back, and we talked very briefly. He […]

I had big nasty braces put on yesterday. God damn I look gross and I am in utter agony. This shit sucks, though by July 2005 I will […]

So this morning i was sitting on my back porch listening to the neighborhood wake up, and I was thinking about him while I had my cup of […]

I broke today and sent him a txt message. I was not going to call or initiate any sort of communication, but i am feebly hoping for some […]

He did not call. original

So after all of this it finally ended between Neal and I, I am sad but have not been able to cry about it, which makes me even […]

I feel like I am going to vomit. But before I get to now, let me try to talk about last night for a bit. Neal and I […]

So I have been sitting on a thought for about a week. Last Saturday Neal and I went to the symphony to hear Verdi’s Requiem, which would happen […]

I have been thinking about being so scared about this whole boy situation. The more I think about, the more a single thought keeps creeping into my mind. […]