I feel like I am going to vomit. But before I get to now, let me try to talk about last night for a bit. Neal and I hung out with his friend steph and the boy paul I have written about earlier. We were just sitting around talking, drinking gin and oj and having a great time. Steph and I went out to the lanai to have a cigarette and we started talking about neal, and I admitted to her how much I love him. She told me that he really likes me too (didn’t say love, but I do not think that is her place.) She told me the last boy neal broke up with, it really hurt him, but would not go into it any more than that. I really kept hammering away at the point of Neal never communicating anything to me. I also think Neal has been with more guys than he leads on to believe, I have heard about another one from Spain. Neal is going to be away for a few days in NYC, and Steph was very much about bringing me, however Neal did not respond to it.
So I drank to much and got really sick, and while I was puking my guts out said something to the effect “you are so good to me, that is why I am so in love with you.” Then when I got back in the car and he was driving me to his place, I kept babbling the line “truth can only be found on the lips of babes and drunkards.” I believe I attributed it to Oscar Wilde, but to all of you, I know that is not true.
Neal took me back to his place, and we went to bed. The End.
Oh and another odd note, I was having coffee with Melissa (someone who would not know neal or anyone he associates with) and she told me Sarah told her the night Neal left the bar early he went to some party and made out with a girl. Weird, eh?